With all of this I feel now, everything inside of my heart...

..Set them free.

Those are the words of Sting.."If you love someone, set them free."

It's times like this that I hope those words aren't true..I don't think I've ever been this happy. My friends say they can see it on my face, and his, and I know that even my parents see it.

So how do you express how much you love someone?

Could it simply be the words?? Those three little words can make your heart feel like it will simply burst..Or sometime's they can break it..

Maybe a simple embrace? One for the movies..A real, as they call it in show buisness, "lovers embrace". One that warms you from your head to the tips of your toes.

A kiss that makes your lips tingle for days afterwords? Or a tender touch that sends chills down your spine?

If you're really in love, you experience all these things and more when you are with that special someone. There is an unexplained connection between you and every time you are with them, everything is right and nothing has to be explained..Because if everything's right, what is there to explain?

"If you love someone, set them free."

That's bullcrap!! Why would you let go of something that is the only thing right in your life?!

 

I wanna have the same last dream again

The one where I wake up and I'm alive

Just as the four walls close me within 

My eyes are open up with pure sunlight 

I'm the first to know 

My dearest friends 

Even if your hope has burned with time 

Anything that is dead shall be re-grown 

And your vicious pain, your warning sign Y

ou will be fine 

Hey oh here I am 

And here we go 

Life's waiting to begin 

Any type of love it will be showed

Like every single tree reach for the sky 

If you're gonna fall 

I'll let you know 

That I will pick you up 

Like you for I 

I felt this thing I can't replace 

When everyone was working for this goal 

Where all the children left without a trace 

Only to come back as pure as gold 

To recite this all 

Hey oh here I am 

And here we go 

Life's waiting to begin 

Tonight 

Hey oh here I am 

And here we go 

Life's waiting to begin 

Tonight 

Hey oh here I am 

And here we go 

Life's waiting to begin 

I can not live I can't breathe 

Unless you do this with me 

I can not live I can't breathe 

Unless you do this with me 

I can not live I can't breathe 

Unless you do this with me 

I can not live I can't breathe 

Unless you do this with me 

I can not live I can't breathe 

Unless you do this with me 

I can not live I can't breathe 

Unless you do this with me 

Hey oh, here I am (do this with me) 

Here we go 

Life's waiting to begin (do this with me) 

Hey oh, here I am (do this with me) 

Here we go 

Life's waiting to begin 

Life's waiting to begin 

LOVE IS AN ADVENTURE..AND I'M READY TO TACKLE IT HEAD ON!!

<3 =]

At exactly 4:37 am I was so rudely awakened by an...earthquake!

I was so freaked out. As I stumbled out of bed, my first thought was "Stupid terrorists! Idiots tried to bomb Fort Knox and missed!" lol.

But I soon realized that it was an earthquake and huddled in the bathroom doorframe with my mother.

The news said it was a 5.4 on the rictor scale. That rivals the regular earthquakes in California. Now, since Breckinridge County sits on top of the New Madrid fault line, I have to wonder if this is the warning sign for the big earthquake that we're supposedly overdue for.

Oh well...If it comes it comes and I'll face it when it does. :)

 

xoxo-tabby

haha.

so there's this website called tinypic.com and like any webiste, it has advertisements at the bottom of the page...

well....I was looking up Tom Delonge pictures and when you type in Tom Delonge in the search launcher, there's an advertisemaent at the bottom about Sexual Abuse by Clergy...

idk why this struck me as funny but it did. maybe it's just because they associated it with Tom...

anywho....it made me laugh! :)

 

xoxo-Tabby

well, i'm bored as...idk what i'm bored as...i can't think of a witty comment. but i know i'm bored...so, talk to me!

i don't think this has ever happened! i have 362 people on my friend's list and no one is online! it just amazes me that everyone else has something better to do or somewhere to go and i don't! lol.

so today is my 16th b-day and i went to take my permit test and i....failed....miserably, i missed 3 questions to many...i go back next week, hopefully i'll pass. lol.

ok, so i've got a Quizilla account and below is a link to all my stories/one shots...go and read them and if you have a Quizilla account leave me a comment in my C-box or message me...you couls always just message or note me on here if you don't have a Quizilla....I just want to know if people actually like my stuff....THANKIES!

http://www.quizilla.com/users/falloutboyfan8/stuff/

xoxo-tabby

help me! i'm bored! lol. aaaaaaaaaaaah!

 

*where you are the one, the one who lies close to me...whispers hello, i've missed you quite terribly...now there's no place else i could be but here in your arms....*

YAAAY! that means justin is callin! woopwoop!

ok, anyone else watch the NFL playoffs?

well even if you don't here's something funny. this guy is like an extreme GreenBay Packers fan. how do i know?

he restrained his seven yr old son for two hours and taped a Packers jeresey to him because he refused to wear it.

the guy is now facing six months to life.

no more brace face for me! i'm free to eat what i want and i am no longer a metal mouth! yay for me! i go get my retainer next week....it's gonna be rainbow coloured! lol.

So...Every Time I Die is great. I love this song....Quite possibly my fave song by them...It's about angst and lust. And I love it. And it's different from the other ETID songs.

 

I've Been Gone a Long Time

What we're doing is so wrong, and what you're wearing is so right (it's so tight).
But I've never felt better so I'm going out to get her and I don't care what set of wheels I steal to get there.
Balance is a minor setback.
What she thinks is all right, and the way she looks is just fine.
She sure as hell ain't you, but lord knows she'll have to do.
She don't know I'm alive but neither do I so there's nothing left to lose.
If I could only make it make you want to want me. One more drink, I think, should do.
I wish that I could say I love to watch you walk away, but you probably
won't be back in time to hear it.
So it's just as well. No one out there gets back in alive.
So I'll love the way you stand so close to a guy who we both know can't get near it.
Strike when ready. Burn the highway down.
Let me hear her high heels moan. I'm ready, set, go.
There's cocaine in the key that took us from the bar to her car to the bedroom.
Only the lonesome love us. Only the careless can handle us. What's wrong
with us that we're so unamused?

So am I to assume I am the only one that watched ESPN NewYearsEve? Well, that's just a cryin shame cause it was awsome!
Aussie dirtbiker Robbie "Maddo" Maddison broke the record of longest jump which was held with 310'4"...Maddo's new record?...Why only 322'7 1/2"!!! I do think it will be a while before we see anyone break that record. Although, Maddo suggested he might try to break his on record (He actually was hoping for 360ft but wind conditions were not in his favor). Indeed he even tried to break it the same night but failed. He dedicated the run to none other than the late Evil Kenival and action sports veterans and fans around the globe are hailing him as the new "Mad Man". What can we expect from him in 2008? A breakthrough into American moto-cross.

Ok, so I'm SOOOO happy that Simple Plan is back and I'm expecting big things from the new cd. Here's the first single.

 

I look around me
But all I seem to see
Its people going nowhere
Expecting sympathy
It’s like we’re going through the emotions
Of the scripted destiny
Tell me where’s our inspiration
If life won’t wait
I guess it’s up to me

Whoahh
No we’re not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh
We wont come back, the world its coming out
Whoahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone

Procrastination running circles in my head
While you sit there contemplating you’ll wind up left for dead (left for dead)
Life it’s what happens
While you’re busy making your excuses
Another day, another casualty
But that won’t happen to me

Whoahh
No we’re not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh
We wont come back, the world its coming out
[ When I'm Gone lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Whoahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m goooone
When I’m gooone

Let’s go…!
Won’t look back
When I say goodbye
We’re gonna leave this world behind me
Gonna take what’s mine tonight
‘cause every wasted day
Becomes a wasted chance
You’re gonna wake up feeling sorry
‘cause life won’t wait
I guess it’s up to you

Whoahh
No we’re not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh
We wont come back, the world its coming out
Whoahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone

Ok, these are about an ex that I have that killed him self in Febuary...I don't know why I was thinking about it so much yesterday, but I was and I just felt that this was the easiest way to get it off my mind.

 

Just Fine

I never thought it'd be this way,

All this chaos in my mind and in my life.

Ever since you said goodbye,

And walked through that door,

All I can think about is all tht we had.

You know I loved you,

You know it's true,

All along I thought you loved me too.

But I was wrong,

I couldn't have been further from the truth.

You never cared.

But now you're gone,

And I've moved on.

Sometimes I wonder,

How do you feel,

Knowing I was your downfall?

I think I've finally won.

I lost so many battles but I won the war.

You paid the price,

I got the prize.

A new someone,

To take your place.

A someone better,

To set the pace.

He says I'm a princess,

He treats me like a queen.

He says he'll never give me up.

I never really thought it'd be this way,

All this love in my heart and in my life.

I never thought I'd be just fine.

 

 

The Beginning and the End

You can't tell me this is it,

This can't be what you wanted.

If this is the end,

Then I hated the beginning.

And I never want to see you again.

To me you were eerything,

But now you're nothing.

Do you realize,

What you do to me?

The wya your smile deceives,

It's so cliche.

Can you tell me the difference,

In the beginning and the end?

They're all the same,

I hated them both.

so...I'm very happy to welcome my friend Taylor (taylorxamore) back to buzznet! and i'm also happy to announce that I might be starting a NEW account to put up some fanfics...just for everyone's viewing pleaseure! I really have nothing else interesting to talk about...so, so long farwell!

xoxo-Tabby

 

mood- hungry, hyper, and.... talkative

currently listening to- "Psycho" by Puddle of Mudd

So I have new plan! Every day, I'm gonna try to update my journal and give everyone a look into my life...IDK who well this will work...I'll prolly get bored with it...Anywho.

Onto my life....I love my boyfriend Justin...We've been together for over 2 months now...I have about 5 tests today...It sux...Well, gonna go now.

 

xoxo-Tabby

All they do is cause drama! I hate it! But I love it at the same time.... Does that make any sense? I don't think it does, but whatev...

Anywho...Drama...I shall now go post some pix to make myself smile.

 

xoxo, Tabby

It was great... I have classes with my friends! And I shall rekindle old friendships with the people I haven't talked to since middleschool... And I got all the classes I want. I have AdvancedArt with Tabbi, Whitney and Brittany. It'll be great! Anywho. I must leave you all now, I'll be back on on Monday!

Kisses...

xoxo, Tabby

I do have to wonder if Martin Johnson realizes that he has written a teen anthem? And that if this song was to be chosen as their next single it would propel them further up the charts, possibly holding a number one spot longer than "The Great Escape"?

This song is so cliche but I do think that's what makes it so great.... They realized it was cliche and went with it.

What does it mean to me? It makes me think of past loves... That I hold dear to my heart, even though they are gone and I'll never see them again. And it makes me think of my current boyfriend.

Maybe I'm just reading into it too much, but that's how I feel about it.

 

 

THUNDER

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
[Thunder Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com]
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

I said I'm sorry for the rain, and where it all fell down
So I'll kick in the engine, get myself out of town
To all my disbelievers - I'll teach you to believe
We get addicted to our medicine, we create our own disease

I found the cure, and it's inside of me
Won't you open your eyes to see?

Revenge is sweet, when you're so discretely falling out of reach, yeah
Revenge is bitter, when allies turn rivals in times like these
Make it harder and harder to breathe

Cut throat and dripping, but I'm skipping out on what I need most
I've got an appetite for love suppressed by fear
We've got our fingers on the trigger and the barrel at the mirror

I found the cure, and it's inside of me
Won't you open your eyes to see?

Revenge is sweet, when you're so discretely falling out of reach, yeah
Revenge is bitter, when allies turn rivals in times like these
Make it harder and harder to breathe

I can't help that I'm angry and I love when I'm in pain
Shaking off the water from the unrelentless rain
This atmosphere is nowhere near what it used to be
The white flakes on the ceiling can't help but fall upon me (help but fall upon me)

Break my bones, cause I'm beautiful when I'm not alone
Mend my bones, cause I'm ready, I'm ready to go home

Revenge is sweet, when you're so discretely falling out of reach, yeah
Revenge is bitter, when allies turn rivals in times like these
Make it harder and harder to breathe

Break my bones, cause I'm beautiful when I'm not alone
Mend my bones, cause I'm ready, I'm ready to go home

I said I'm sorry for the rain, and where it all fell down